American Pitta with Vata Imbalance
This morning I awoke at 630am - without an alarm even though I went to sleep at maybe 1am - I could not sleep for some reason.
Then I had a glass of water and ... poop!!!! so the cleanse is working.
Oatmeal with maple syrup for breakfast.
I had to call the county about a stolen license plate which they made me pay for - this is why I want to get out from under the creature of statute, but that is a post for another time, then I tried to go back to sleep and could not.
I forgot to do my normal meditation practice I just realized!
Pause to do the 2nd half of it... This cleanse is so all-consuming that I don't know what I am doing half the time.
And another poop!!! around 9 this morning...
20 minutes of oil before shower - including my scalp - by the way - and the impatience at wanting to get through it but really focusing down and trying to just be with myself and loving myself...very difficult. But I think the impatience is part of the Vata imbalance, so therefore must be disregarded.
It's almost like my Rising sign is my imbalance...
then shower - and broke a sweat somewhere...
And another at 1pm wow!!! It's working!!!
I went back to the store and bought some blueberries and pears and avacados and potatos... 5 gallons of water...some gluten-free tortillas and some vegan cheese...just for fun...
For dinner: first I made myself a quesadilla with the gf tortillas and vegan cheese with green chilli and then mung beans, quinoa, a little sweet potato with pumpkin seeds and some zucchini and beats - it kind of sucked but I ate a lot of it anyway.
and I found the filters online for the reverse osmosis system - and bought them...
Then I started thinking about GUTS - because I notice how little courage I have - and I wonder if this cleanse is going to help me get my GUTS back - which I have never had... because up till this point it is such a struggle for me to stand up for my TRUTH and stay on that stand - and does this have to do with my GUTS being filled with hard stony chunks of history like a wall blocking me from myself...? We shall see.